Thursday, 6 November 2014

Dear Baby Snow ~ Just a little note

Dear Baby Snow,

You're eating more solids now! Yay! I forget to feed you solids everyday so I'm sorry. You're growing so fast that it makes my head spin little mister. You're almost crawling and laughing. You make my world have purpose little man.

Today you learned how to make a new face and it's the funniest face ever. It's like a cabbage patch doll, will those still be relevant when you read this? Probably not.

You're still sleeping with us because you're afraid on your own and that's my fault. I'm sorry I've been so sick so often, my body needs to smarten up so I can be 100% your mom and not the 80% I'm forced to be. It hurts little man, not being able to constantly help you. I wish I could and I'm trying as hard as I can.

I looked through your old pictures today, it's hard to believe you used to be so small! I could carry you in one arm. Now you're two big to be cradled (plus you hate it so there's that). I miss those days. The long nights and you being so small but I love the man you're becoming. Six months old with a personality bigger than any I've seen.

Today you found your shoe and decided it's the best toy. The bond between you and that shoe was ridiculous. You learned to scream today too. It's cute but scared me half to death when I went to the bathroom and heard you scream. It's your favorite sound little mister but I wish it wasn't. Mommy would be devastated if something actually happened to you and that screams makes me worry.

Dad spent all day with you today. You watched him play games and you crawled up his chest. You refused to nap, typical Jonathon.

It's 4 in the morning little mister. You're asleep on daddy while I write this and starting to squirm. It's about time for you're early morning scream feeding. You wake up tired as all heck and cry demanding food then fall asleep.

So on that note...

~Until next time, Mom

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